I feel so mellow tonight, I was listening to Pink's song titled 'Just Give Me a Reason' and it is so me. And also I was listening to M2M's song titled 'The Day You Went Away'. (hell yeah, this two songs are the reason why I'm so mellow)
I was thinking to myself, why can't I move on? I mean, he (my ex) already has a new girlfriend, while I'm still here looking back at the past time. Remember the first time when we were still in the high school uniform, went to a beach and made an imagination future about us. Remember the time when you came to my house with a flower and a chocolate said that you loved me. Remember the time when your ex-girlfriend hated me like so fucking much. Remember the time when I was 17, you came to my house and singing a song with a guitar and you got almost caught by the security. So many moments that we through it together..
After those lovely moments, we separated without any clear reason. I know it is my fault before, I tell you I'm sorry but you didn't say anything. Are those lovely moments has no meaning for you?
How can I move myself on, when every time I walk into my room, there are some of your gifts?
How can I move myself on, when every time I open my closet, there are a shirt from you?
How can I move myself on, when I see you wore a shirt from me, to do a date with your girlfriend?
How can I move myself on, when I open my wallet, there are still our photos?
I don't know what you feel about me, or anything about us. Every time I try to get closer to any other boys and do a relationship. I can't stop myself to compare him with you.
But I can't do anything anymore, hope you are happy with your girlfriend or happier.
and I should learn to forget you, like you do.
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